Sensitivity and flourishing of new and old fears 
Sensitivity and flourishing of new and old fears 13-02-10
When you begin to make certain experiences, defined by way of saying "para-normal", due to increased awareness , new knowledge, the desire to bring, or want to understand more we find ourselves living experience of the kundalini rise without knowing anything and to experience and learn more and more themselves and their talents, resources, power, capacity,
happens everything from lights or appliances that turn on or turn off by themselves to precognitive dreams, lucid dreams, escape from the body, telekinesis, remote viewing, healing and self-healing, etc..
to understand and get a feeling you start to depend on other people in different ways depending on the person with whom you interact, to confirm and analyze things, find the interpretation to what is heard, felt, seen, emerged during a hypnotic trance or in situations of voluntary or involuntary, from the experience and "contacts" with other intelligences, from dreams, from near-death experience or OOBE etc..
to answer the question that arises every time ... I'm crazy or this is real, it means something, etc.? remaining in suspension ... then missed most of the time, suspension leads to many doubts and uncertainties, which in loro volta innescano o fanno affiorare paure fino ad arrivare a stati di destabilizzazione che minano tutto quanto si è fatto, si teme di perdere il proprio autocontrollo che però all’inizio viene messo da parte perché si cerca di oggettivare cose che difficilmente sono oggettivabili, poche sono le volte in cui si ha un riscontro e si ha modo di oggettivare tali esperienze, percezioni, visioni, comunicazioni che a sua volta giustamente viene analizzato e si cerca l’interpretazione che viene in tempi più o meno lunghi, raggiungendo poi “una verità” da cui andare avanti,
quando si mette in moto tutto ciò e ci si apre in modo più o meno consapevole, si diventa consapevoli istantaneamente di una amount of data, we all know many things or people that are far away or who are in our sphere of knowledge and even if we are down the street or in crowded places including those who do not know, and feel the places we pass through as flash -back of shares at different times from ours, we see things that others do not see, hear things that others do not feel, instantly, we know that there are things people "close" and we care, that we face, from which we reply, with whom we share or carry out research, intelligence or memory of where we come into resonance with or intentionally enter into or not empathy,
this becomes conscious mind of those who live in this one real storm, like a storm of brains, consciences, because all is one we come to be seen exactly that one but every time one way or another, lived from time to time to time in different ways, at the What is crazy and inexplicable euphoria on the one hand and the other terror, to lose his head, the question arises, knowing and having a little 'basic knowledge, if something belongs to us or not to pursue the "know yourself "and work, then we feel that something is or not but it is another illusion, we wonder if we are mirrored or if you are mirroring each other, even though I had already understood that there is reflected each other,
next step in acknowledging that I understood one thing, word, phrase, situation, etc..
this part of my world, or the best of my map of reality, so we are responsible, is part of us, it's us, it is difficult to explain, that I understood as a result of certain experiences that would eventually lead in days of terrible emotional storms and I'm still working on (in me is very clear words to express it but I have some remaining difficulties), physical and mental, which I hope nobody in the future when faced with even if the light at the end of fill was almost blinding, and gave its fruit (but is yet to be reviewed in depth for well, I'm just beginning), this is the work of the kundalini energy or salt, that if you do not know, brings out a thousand fears and undermine all these because the mind interprets them according to the feelings pre-concept, with prejudice, labeling them as negative, try to give an explanation and so the program or reprogram the unconscious, pull the handbrake doing more harm than good, but then damage is not the end because everything is clarified, we are on a boat not govern the mercy of the storm and allow ourselves to carry, but is not control, we are passengers in a car without leaving the driver or guide to an autopilot with missing data, the map is being updated,
thought creates more and more people, myself included, are assimilating, experience and understand this, Simbad (Corrado Malanga and his work) is at its peak, over the years I continued to research and compare, the method by pnl silva, by displaying several lines of thought to the use of subtle energies, many with the tam-tam's "attractiveness" and the various techniques more or less new age (which many have refused, however, in the midst of some precious pearl discriminating and using his head) and so on., what happens when people open and put in a "mode of reception / transmission and have a greater sensitivity and empathy, which diventano parte del tutto fin dove arriva la loro conoscenza e spesso oltre ?
il pensiero sia proprio che altrui influenza costantemente e le memorie di archetipi e forme-pensiero legate a cose, luoghi e tempi fanno altrettanto in quanto “palle” di pensiero che hanno una loro “vita” in base ai pensieri che le creano, alcune un istante altre per millenni, continua ad apportare cambiamenti alla propria mappa a volte con un esubero di informazioni per la parte cosciente al punto che è difficile distinguere e comprendere, allora ci si ritira, si entra in conflitto e si vivono situazioni che mettono in imbarazzo e molto peggio, questo innesca paure e isolamento ed altro ancora, fa affiorare cose di cui nemmeno si sospettava o which was thought to have resolved a long time, you're wrong, you get to deny everything and quit while you're still worse because it is like denying the use of a part of himself, devastating, then back to open and confusion, at first timidly , things happen and you share, you feel a conscious level what does the person with whom you share and feel, feel all the rest, take courage, you have nothing to fear and you open up again until you overcooked and bad returns to shut down and everything begins again, with the same person or other sometimes for years, it's hard, you do not know what to do, what to do, how to handle it, while you learn, you know, you know, cry and you despair and then back to rejoice and feel good, how can I do?
you find yourself having to reach a mass of thoughts, emotions, feelings, and not knowing where to put all my son ...? ... Yes!, As they are in my map, I am in my reality, I am responsible and I can choose what to do, how to change them, how to handle them, but until we understand this is a raving unspeakable
even if they do not say in face those close to us or persons with whom we share our perceived fears, reviews>, thoughts, and we refer to the mirror, with non-verbal language, they perceive a subtle level, and their feed and we transmit them and so do we like a snake biting its tail, in reality it's all part of us, everything we see feel and perceive is part of us in the end, hard to digest, very hard, whether you accept it as our assumption that has been part of our lives is something that we feel that there has never belonged and that we have rejected is always part of us is part of our map and our thoughts (positive, negative, judgments, prejudices, memories, etc..), we judge, we share, tag, share and co-creating our reality ,
if the people you're doing a route show critics, skeptics, they have fears and reservations expressed or not, we enter into a state of confusion, we begin to feed any doubts that we already have, knowing that it is good to have doubts and ask questions, entering the loop that is created in co-creation and sharing, the few certainties that have collapsed, are constantly called into question by entering an infinite loop and start to have doubts about their skills, perceptions, etc.. as we try to get in comparison to a point where just a word, a phrase that you claim to be and / or you can endorse it because at times we are completely open, because we confirmed outside of us, in others we have reached out and we trust, unfortunately sometimes the wrong people but also teaches this, then everything collapses like a house of cards if things had not firmly based, with clear objectives, chiari, dove in entrambi o in uno solo i pensieri non siano chiari, fermi e ben definiti in ogni dettaglio,
sapendo questo già le cose cambiano, le paure svaniscono, si è più sicuri e nessuna perdita di controllo o destabilizzazione, se non lo si sa… sono dolori per un po’ di tempo, nulla di male, anzi, a me ha permesso di comprendere poi in pochissimo tempo molte cose anche se sono passati alcuni mesi in cui non sapevo più da che parte girarmi, non trovavo risposte e non riuscivo a vedere né sentire ciò che era semplice e chiaro, tanto che la mia vista ne ha risentito e qualche altra parte del corpo e poi dicono … ;)
è spaventoso a questo punto rendersi conto di dipendere by a person for certain things, scary to realize that certain words or phrases to be taken literally is fully confident and being then lost in the void and shocked, stunned, bewildered, abandoned, alone ... to realize that it expects a confirmation by this or these people whose problems sometimes prevent them from recognizing the validity or otherwise of the information shared is monstrously painful, and infinitely destabilizing, splits into two and you no longer have time to peace, raise self-control problems, fears, concerns , self-critical, there is a problem if it is or is not contaminated by other people's problems, finally arriving at times even a mirror to show their symptoms, understand
then feel that that was not mine but it was such a person (but since I had experienced was something that was part of my map so I can change and if everything is A changing my map of reality co-created at the same time I can change one or more maps just working on me having the ability to change the origin and consequently, if I'm not saying a nonsense, including that of the person with whom I share and co-create), but had earlier said that the thing for he was in a certain way and then hearing him say the opposite, this has created in me both physically and symptoms in the mental storms, this eventually led me to introspect, to make tabula ras in these mesi, di tutto e a ricominciare da capo, questo accade solitamente di continuo anche se in modo meno drastico come è stato nei mesi precedenti e gli anni passati, l’autoanalisi, i dubbi, le ricerche, i confronti, l’auto-sviluppo sono continui , a volte di corsa in breve tempo altre con calma in tempi più lunghi a seconda di ciò che sento, di ciò che mi rispecchia il tutto attorno a me, di ciò che vivo e percepisco, di ciò che scelgo.
Inoltre tutto ciò ha sollevato problemi che ho già conosciuto in passato, chiamiamoli etici… ciò che sento per empatia, ciò che mi giunge come sapere di persone, cose, situazioni ecc. avvia reazioni, emozioni, sensazioni, tutte cose molto often stronger, much more if these things concern me, it's like hearing someone talk about you in a loud voice of untrue things about you or your intimate things, things that in real time very often stun, terrify, hurt, etc.. are real shots, because you do not know and do not understand, you can not discriminate in real time, it's scary, we get stuck with bad or seeks a way to escape, sometimes even alienating, or insisting on changing the subject a certain thing from me or from the person or persons with whom I am sharing, then I ask is my o them? well ... there is a mine or other but both, each according to his map and to share that part of the map, or reality,
I remember the last time after dinner with a dear friend, I entered in an altered state estrangement and interacting with him through a part of me that had already passed out in a conscious way, but since the events of recent times and the fear that I was not able to stay conscious, aware of my part was in a fog, and only then I remembered a few words, I was trying to answer his questions while I explained to him what I had recently included on the co-creation and responsibility, there have been terrible, as had happened on other occasions, leaving the altered state of consciousness was stormy, I hated myself, I was sick, I was very embarrassed, I was scared, but I managed to put aside the thing as I could trying to live peacefully and in the here and now the rest of the evening, knowing and thinking that I would clear the importance of being able to think consciously and knowingly becomes increasingly clear to me, looking to be myself and trying to let go, then the next night, if I remember correctly, everything was clear to me that after leaving the conscious for some time flipping through all his explanations, after using the technique of the anchors and what we shared on the night before, walked in silence, I watched it as if I were a mirror and then watched the same mirror as if he finally looked down and all around me was clear and obvious, The message was clear, including what happened to me and because of my reaction, feelings, of my refusal, and much more, I burst out laughing while tears came down, all the negative things that I had tried on until just before dissolved, realizing that I still had to work and I created the blocks that were not there to experience that type, and other things.
You have a constant fear of losing their self-control and fearing it attracts, it is transmitted, it is shared with those who share, ditto for everything else, then do emerge at times the most "obscure" us and the most "beautiful", then everything is up to handle it, to work for himself and for others with whom we share the map, experiences and so on. and not always the people with whom we are ready,
let negative thoughts take foot and take root so they can create their own reality and non-we want to get into that loop that leads us to the bottom, we can choose, change, transmute everything, allowing us to see everything from different points of view and especially from a perspective that allows you to see much more of what we see, hear, feel,
things when we live outside of the standard we think of be seen, heard, perceived as "different" from others, who judge according to their map, this eventually set in motion energy that is perceived, interpreted and that in turn feeding back what we feel / perceive, creating concerns that supply thoughts, fears, we are strange, uncomfortable, and so on. ... that create our reality, this creates a feeling of loneliness that freezes you right into the bone and you splits in two,
see this in terms of energy is something indescribable, I always thought that it was an exchange but only now I could have understood how it works, then you try
consciously or not to expel the other, one island, empathy, perception, sensations and emotions are so strong even though we are not to be destabilized, make us doubt, lose self-control, being insecure, put up, sometimes to the point of absorbing the symptoms of others, we now understand that there are no boundaries, even if you knew for years, we understand that there are more boundaries between self and other people or objects or places, or conscience, that you no longer have the security on the borders of reality and it's indefinable what you feel, what you live at this point ...
continue with it, or it over?
hide or find a solution?
suffer or find a new scheme a new interpretation for this? and a thousand other questions
fails everything was a certainty about themselves and the world that you knew, everything is enlarged, infinite, even though you soon learn to discern and understand the new boundaries through the experience and feeling, the fear you feel is what remains of an ego past while we recognize the new identity ... this kicked off months ago as I am concerned by some people in a continuous feedback on me that I put the hand brakes successfully making me understand much more clearly now and As I was on the right track and then allowing me to come back ^ _ ^
these people brought me back to mirror my fears through their opinions and their thoughts, they sent me their mirror, our ultimately, each through what he expressed or not to mirror what is expressed is what is shared, what is perceived is what is shared,
accept a new identity / identification by developing the consciousness of this, of themselves, their shares and so on. and accept it was all that I have experienced in recent months,
there are things we can not do alone, we need someone to help us, without judging, analyzing, without an opinion, by listening and allowing us to choose, to understand to interpret, especially to be helping ... to focus on the positive things, this is what una persona può fare per un altro, “due fanno più della somma” sentivo spesso in alcuni sogni, ora ho compreso perché, come funziona ed è meraviglioso, un “Amico” vede, sente, percepisce chiaramente e non esita mai, poiché non è direttamente coinvolto, non giudica, ed altro ancora,
in passato è subentrato un coinvolgimento o per usare un altro termine “transfert”, il che mi è accaduto spesso nella vita, pur avendo sempre informato prima che è accaduto e che poteva accadere per cui cercavo di evitarlo… in realtà, l’ho capito solo in questo periodo, creando io stessa l’opportunità e la realtà poi nella maggior parte dei casi, coming to have even the same sex falling in love or were having antipathy, jealousy, envy, fear of what they felt and so on. I left these people most of the time, there are few people who understood this and they are on good terms and with the opportunity to sincerely thank you,
involvement especially if you share certain things a bit complicated 'the Things, however, at least for me has always made me take giant steps as well as recent events have given me what they are infinitely grateful to all of this and the person with whom I had the honor of sharing, everything happens
even when you have dream experiences, Travel transparencies, or astral travel you get to entare in telepathic contact channels or so. the impact is different, but equally strong in certain altered states then if you are certain experiences we know that everything is filtered through the mind and we feel or see things that comes natural to interpret or translate in a way, sometimes this happens be aware of certain mental and sometimes by extension, for other mirror, and so many more for assimilation.
However, there is data to interpret, discriminate, and so on.
when there are people who do this kind of experience sometimes take whistles for flasks, is believed to have positive experiences when they are not (see abductions and consequences various strands from some new age in real religions) and vice versa, all is not as abductions, all is not love, flowers, blood volume, "Well, like everything is not all a dream or astral travel and past lives is not everything etc.. the mind tends to generalize and to make the whole lump ... in these things,
is not easy to objectify certain experiences, discriminate, especially in the beginning so I try, if I remember it and sometimes it is difficult to first of all allow myself to take time to settle, to gather more data calmly, then slowly it all becomes clear, simple, so much to ask ... why did not I understood before?
in fact there are times when the data and experiences are many and close together and difficult to manage everything, it takes time but this also becomes a meter that measures not because sometimes you live in one minute things only to transcribe with a minimum of details I would take a week, then you have a normal relationship with time and you do not ever go and try to have the answer now: P
then it happens that in a moment everything is put in place and everything is clear and maybe I have been working for months Spra ^ _ ^
if we share we get to hear even if you do not realize it at the conscious level what they feel to others and influence each other, working on making new and unexplored fields first steps and is easy to fall, just get up and continue until we learn to walk, our thoughts, feelings and emotions in my opinion are much more of what we believe, continue
to know themselves, to question, to address fears, to choose to have clarity, to find the right people and understand and continue to share with those friends, avoiding isolation, discriminating, analyzing, doubting, expressing our point of view even if contario without imposing it, isolating ourselves when we serve, learning to be themselves their crutch, their help, their right answers, checking their pemsieri and reactions expressed or not, what we seek outside is to be found within ourselves, we have all the answers just that we forget or at the beginning so we do not know,
we are divided in this body and outside we have the mirror of who we are inside all the time, when we are together things are very different and have thoughts, feelings, emotions, situations and experiences that make us vibrate up, inside and outside there is no division, something hard to psiegare in words, it can be understand only by living it, so anything that gives me this shows me the right way, when something other than this I will stop, look, listen, analyze and so on. then go ahead and choose, what gets me well, I feel, has always been the best for me, brought me this far.
I hope to bring together other pieces in a short time, could upset everything, while I got up to here, which leads me to say here and now firmly believe that everything is thought.
Thanks to all infinitely!
love you! ^ _ ^
